Gloomy and defeated.

No matter how painful how it is, the words have been spoken and thus a decision has been made.

Numb is still the best word I can think of to describe what I'm feeling right now.

Im really sorry it has to come to this, and please don't hate me.

All I want to do right now is just to sleep and drown in the sea of emptiness, without a care in the world.

I'm really, really disappointed by love. Im so scared of falling into this trap again.

So afraid of falling in love... Totally hate it.

I just want to cry myself to sleep.