Christmas is almost here again...

... the only difference this year is ...

I don't feel as "Christmasy" this time round.

What has changed for me this year?

Ever since my previous relationship, I've gained so much more quality time with my close buddies, and I have also made two great board game pals within the past 6 months.

But, on the flip side, I've never felt more alone too. As much as I would hate to admit it, I feel kinda empty inside.

I don't mean any offense to anyone who might be reading this, but I do hope to find the chemistry that have eluded me so many times recently...

Here's hoping that 2009 will bring about better chances (and options.

Cheers! =P