This feeling is so....

I would like to think of it as karma, for the immense shit I am feeling inside right now. For once I would like to think that this feeling is worth it, I am really gunning for the best to come out of this situation that I have placed myself in. But in reality, I doubt things will go my way...

So far, I have not really cried out as yet, guess i must still be holding on to some hope bah. Hahaha, I sound so weak lor and I hate it.

But I have to say that, the past two weeks spent with you made all this pain right now seemed really worth it. I shall be strong, or try to be, for you at this difficult period bah.