Sigh..

Hari Raya is ending in a matter of hours, meaning my precious day of slothing is coming to an end too... Feels like I have not wasted enough time yet leh... Gosh, why do I have a feeling that this particular post is not going to be very constructive huh...

Anyway, she will finally be back home soon, received an overseas call from her around 7pm... Hmm, I was reminded of Valentine's Day by a certain TV commercial that showcased the latest romantic songs compilation.. Somehow the only place that I can think of playing these sort of cds is...AHEM! In the bedroom... Haha... Sets the mood for the greater things in life. ('<,)

Gosh, I am going to be SO broke for the next two months.. First of all, our 2nd year anniversary this Friday is approaching, and I still have yet to find a replacement ring for the one I lost. 2ndly, her birthday is conveniently situated next week, but luckily for me, I was paid an "HEFTY" amount by the government today. So I can still at least put aside a "HUGE" lump of money for the special occasion.. And finally, theres VALENTINE's DAY to worry about...

Sigh.. I feel so empty inside again... Just met Fin up for a chat over the weekend, and was reminded of the good times I used to have before i got shaved... Is it really THAT long? It sure as hell feels that way...

Right now, nothing satisfies me anymore.. It's as if I am this gigantic blackhole, who can't get enough of everything. I want to own EVERYTHING, but even then I doubt that it would end my bloodlust... Money's always not enough, but I just always seem to have something that I wanna get... Am I always like this? I feel distanced even from myself sometimes...

My conclusion for today is... This post needs a FOCUS man!

- The End -

PS : Can someone recommend me a good website for implementing music onto my blog? The one I am currently using sucks. Thanx for reading my PS section. Have a nice day!