I feel feverish and clammy all over... Yikes

There, I have done it. I have confronted my fears in search of answers. Answers aren't very clear and truthful, but very persistent nonetheless... Defendent claimed to have done nothing wrong, and that its all a misunderstanding.. But jury thinks other wise and have called for a time-out.. At least till the next phonecall that is...

Feeling horrible now... My mind is telling me that its the right thing, but my heart is telling me otherwise... =(