Crap...

Thats how I feel like right now...

My rooms is in a mess... So is my life. I don't know what to do right now, have no "right" answer, no "right" solutions to solve my problem. Should I give her up? Should I give up our 2yr commitment? Does the mistake outweigh the happiness we once had?

I'm like holding back my emotions right now, espescially the urge to break down and cry in the morning. Perhaps Time will show me the right answers that I need. All I have left now is Time anyway... =(