Something is wrong with 2009....

The minute January begun, I have been plagued continuously with problems after problems... One after the other... The ironic thing was, I actually commented to my friend towards the end of 2008 that my life needs some spice soon. But this is simply ridiculous.

I need a break man. Is leaving for Australia the answer?

Food food food!

Went out for dinner with Derek this evening, and we were supposed to be having Chong Pang Nasi Lemak, but the crowd drove us to this Hong Kong restaurant nearby which me and Darius always hung out at.

We ordered Fried Dumplings, Sweet and Sour Pork and Sambal Kangkong. The Kangkong was really frightening, it looked like it could have fed a whole family of four lor.




And the most disturbing and most unappetizing picture is of the Sambal Kangkong:

I know what it looks like, but it doesn't tastes like what it resembles ok! Hahaha..

After dinner, something hilarious happened. We were supposed to be driving home to woodlands but we somehow ended up at some jetty and then we arrived at Jalan Kayu. Hahaha... "Exploration" is fun!

The following are two other pictures taken during a recent dinner at some "ulu" area near Jalan Kayu. The Buffalo Wings are really, really good but fucking spicy. And it was supposed to be only at level 1 in terms of spiciness! The cheese fries was awesome too, until it became a tad soggy later on...



Woo, can't wait for the next meal man! Haha.. Food does help in recovering somewhat, but nothing can change how i feel and what I am determined to accomphlish. Be it months, years, or... eh... a century?

Sigh, where's a time machine when i really needed one?!

I found the solution to my agony!

Having leftover flu medication is great. I would gladly try ANYTHING right now to feel better....

Somedays I just wanna curl up and die. Today is one of those days.

Brandy - Have You Ever

(Ignore the video, just listen to the song.)

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]

Hmm...

I want nobody, nobody but you...

Thanks Daniel, for the youtube link! I think its more heartfelt than the orginal. Darius, dun flame me for wat i just said. Hahaha...

I want nobody, nobody but YOU.

Can't... sleep.... Again...

Fuck. My mind is going to explode. I hate this feeling. Sixth night in a row already... Fuck.

FInally found the video.. but... its so dumb...

Kinda hooked to the song.. Maybe it's because of the lyrics?

So fucking irritated.

Stupid half-hearted replies. I dunno what to make of it all. Feeling so irritated with myself. Don't pretend.