OMG... I need sleep lor... But I need you more... =(

Let me see... When was the last time i had more than 6 hours of sleep?? Eh, was that like a month ago?? I have been so busy with camp duties and you, that I have lost track of time and myself lately. However, I haven't felt this rejuvenated, this free, and this happy in ages...

And not to mention this excited, frightened and this JEALOUS, all in a day too! Ok, maybe not THAT jealous, but I was kinda afraid of what your ex might do to you earlier.. I dun mind him pestering me though, I just want him out of, eh, our lives? Although he is always welcome to leave expensive chocolates every now and then lar. Those chocolates he left you today looks yummy leh, but the slippers.. Eww... Burn them. Or give them to Cheng.. Haha, kidding...

I miss you... Getting more attached to you already... =)

I know you must be reading this, so I will try not to be TOO mushy..

Seriously, I have no idea what to blog about.. So many things have occurred within the short span of only 9 days, you wouldnt believe how distraught and guilty I have been feeling for the decision I made last Wednesday. Well, it is too late to turn back, and I am definitely not regretting what I did..

Luckily for me, you were there for me during this difficult period. Actually, you were always there for me, just that we were both ignorant fools who chose to do nothing about it... Maybe we were just waiting for the right moment to appear in each other's lives, espescially when jeopardy hung prominently in both of our relationships at that same moment you saw me...

Call it fate, or call it luck (though i rather believe that is the sight of my red glasses that made you noticed me), it doesnt matter since I have finally satisfied my curiousity after 3 long years. Yum! =P

26th July 2006. The date which i will remember as the day you swallowed your pride and did the surprising.. It's still kinda hard trying to register that this is even happening, as this is sumthing that I have been wanting ever since we got introduced... I will cherish you with all my heart.

Eh... dang I got duty tml again... So long nvr get to enjoy my comfy bed liao... =(

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SAKAE SUSHI is getting boring...

Finally gotten my first MC in camp today. It was so much hard work lor, had to be groped all over my tummy by the Medical Officer.. But it was worth it though, cause I got to snooze in my own bed in the afternoon.

Erh, Sakae Sushi is becoming a little too predictable for me, as I can already taste the food before I actually eat it... Halfway through the meal, I was sort of stumped because I had no idea what I should order next... Staff Candle was nice though, hope the compliments that we left her would shoot her into instant stardom or something among her staff... haha...


This thing costs a dollar lor! I was expecting it to come free with the meal or sumthing.. Spot my red glasses at the back? =P

So sleepy.. Tml having duties again.. Hope my book of ghost stories can help me last through the long day ahead...


Is this a rash? is this a bruise? No? What could this be... =/

*Hmm... I enjoyed the evening with you... Paiseh for making you travel all that way... And I'm sorry that PartyWorld costs so much and smelled terribly of pesticide... The cuddling was fun though... Looking forward to Saturday already...

Ooh, about that bet that I won... I need you to make me a promise... Promise me that we will still be friends no matter how this turns out in the end. I dun wanna lose a good friend like you...*

Feelings

I hate feelings
They make me a weakling

Why must it be so complicated
Why can't it be just one-sided

I feel this anger in me
Yet I have this eager to forgive

To forget yesterday
And get on with this fling

Alas I still hesitate
Remembering my faithful mate

What can I do to appease
This stupid greed in me?

Isnt HE supposed to be gone
The stalker that you hate?

Nevertheless I still
feel this lustful urge to mate..

I do so hate feelings
I wish they were gone

So that I can find my answer.

Aww... Not feeling too well after a hearty binge... =(

KFC Graveyard... Can you spot the already coagulated fats? Eww...

It must be the chickens taking revenge inside me... Kicking... Forcing their way out, coz Im feeling like waste material right now.. Oww, it aches...

Anyhow, back to happier times, went down to Tampines again today to watch the Pirates... The first one was so much better, it had more exitement and it was much more fun to watch than this draggy piece.. However, Johnny Depp is still blardy terrific as Jack Sparrow...

As my tummy is aching, and I can't think constructively right now, I will just let my photos do the talking bah... Auf Weidersehen! Im off to wastage land again... =(


Leaving Tampines... Too bad I didn't have time to visit the Hokkaido Fair.. The place smelled of fish though.. =/


See that bus over there? Thats 168, THE bus that was supposed to fetch me all the way home.. I kinda missed it... Luckily I got a free ride home though.. Haha..


I was so bored on the ride back that I fooled around with my camera, and ended up with some colourful shots... Introducing shot number 1, I like how the signboard was captured like a jumbo of bright letterings...


Shot number 2; I call this, eh, The one with the Curly Lightning Thingies... ZAP!


Shot number 3; Ooh, this one looks as if the neon lightings is implemented onto the sky or sumthing.. So cool lor...


Shot Number 4 : This one's called, Home Sweet Blazing Home... My place's just around the corner.. Bright pweety lights... =)



Aww.. I look so smug.. and sleepy...

I MISS YOU SO BADLY =(

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I miss you, you rabid-looking star...


*Speechless*


Woah... She sure looks like shes enjoying the thing... in the wrong manner that is.. =/


"Can I have one more? Pweety-titi-pompipi-please?" *suck* *suck*

Omg, I must have another one soon, all the burgers that I had afterwards tasted different all of a sudden... As if they had become inferior... Oh, and I miss the company I had with me... ALOT... =/

Kallang, Ghost Stories, Lychee Martini, and catching up with the past...

Phew, performing my duty at kallang last night wasn't as fun as i thought it would be.. I came across no less then two piles of dog shit, millions of toads, and I had to chase after a stray dog, a drunkard, a brainless NSF personnel and a lazy passerby who wanted to cut across the "fireworks field"... I have never behaved like that before, waving my stick and scurrying down the field like a madman lor.. Maybe its just the night, or the fullmoon... Oh yah, and for some reason no matter how much i slept I still wake up feeling like a zombie...

Went out to town later in the day with Rion again.. Walked around Bugis aimlessly, and ended up getting this book from Kinokuniya:


( $22.58 )

I can never get enough of these stories, even though I freak myself out sometimes... At least now I have something to busy myself with tml during my duty at camp.

Later in the evening we ended up taking the bus to the Esplanade, where we wound up at Harry's. Oh man, I'm such a louya drinker lor, I get slightly high just from drinking "Sex on the Beach" and "Lychee Martini" loh, but I think its the Lychee that affected me the most... Hmm, I would have gotten myself even more drunk if I had no duty tml lor, but oh well, it was fun while it lasted...

Bleargh, the past has finally caught up with me... I have no idea how somebody can be so oblivious when I have already been so direct on so many occasions lor.. It just makes my blood boil thinking about it... I could have given everything up at some really low points in my relationship... But nothing happened between "us" to let me know that my decision would be well recieved... So many chances have been wasted already...

I'm sorry for blabbering on about nothing in particular, just felt like venting on my blog since I'm still not feeling like myself after the drinks... =(

Dumb tortoise, Dumb Jacintha, and Dumb thoughts...

Wee, grafitti! On my arm somemore... =)

My good friend Junxing and Sheekeong contributed this dumb-looking tortoise and the letter 'K' to me while we were at Kallang earlier, helping out with the national day preparation. The sad thing was, i forgotten to clean it off completely until I realised my mistake when commuters on the train home stared at me and giggled.. =/

Wa lao, that Jacintha from SgIdol is totally clueless about what she's talking about... "I think.. I think.." I personally THINK that she is always struggling to get something constructive out of her gap every single time she tries to give comments regarding the performances... I actually wince in pain everytime I listen to her speak.. =(

Sigh, I'm being confused by some thoughts lately.. Now that I have finally gotten what I have been dreaming about, I don't know what to do with it strangely... Perhaps I will just go with the flow and see what happens, life is pretty unpredictable afterall... Noone predicted the kiss, neither did I foresee that I wasn't the one who initiated the whole thing... It feels like a dream honestly, I still can't believe what had happened...

Can't wait to see what next chapter brings along... I'm guilty as charged! =)

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Lindsay lohan, Peeping Uncle, X-ray and strange calls that go *BEEP*...

Lindsay Lohan's movies are going from big to "bigger".. In her latest movie "Just My Luck", the actress gloriously displays her new found set of "fame" with the help of several outfits that looks painfully tight. I just couldnt keep my eyes off the twins whenever they appear on screen, its like they stole away most of the screentime from Lindsay... Talk about being outstaged by your "supporting" cast... Ultimately though, the movie sucked ass...

But the tub of ice-cream that I had during the movie was damn good.. Too bad Rion ate most of it up... Guess he wanna fatten himself up for some ritual or something...

Gosh, I'm so sleepy, my migraine feels like as though Annabel Chong is inside my head, making her rounds as usual... Didnt had much sleep last night, was out in the open acting like homeless lads sleeping on benches and such... Found out that there are so many elderly folks in my neighbourhood when dawn broke... A creepy uncle kept peeping at us as though he was made out of air, but he's so fat and obvious lor...

I finally made my way to NUS for my MMI Orthopedic Surgeon appointment in the morning. The lifts there are so weird, I have never seen buttons being utilised OUTSIDE of the lifts before.. And I got whacked by the closing doors when I was entering the lift, bet I must have startled the lady inside coz I heard her gasped in fright...

The results were disappointing.. To me lar that is... The X-ray results reveals no abnormality in my kneecap... However since the pain still surfaces regularly, there must be something wrong somewhere. Thus, I nabbed another medical appointment at TTS next week for a followup examination... Neato!

Hmm... Someone somewhere is stalking me with prank phonecalls that goes *Beep* *Beep* since 8pm onwards... Even though the caller remained silent throughout all of the annonymous phonecalls, I can hear a television set playing faintly in the background... Sometimes, the psycho just hangs up the moment the phone is picked up... I dunno what's weirder; the creep who finds fun in such tasteless acts, or the fact that I've gotten myself a stalker...


Sigh...

I have never felt so strongly about a kiss for so long...

So wet and moist.. So perfect... =)

Supes, haircut, a $39.90 SM Shirt..

Hmm.. so lazy to really type much now, therefore I have to recap in pointform :

- Finally caught Superman today, and in the process found out that Safra membership offers a $1.50 deduction on all tickets at Golden Village... Neat!

- Had a haircut at Tampines... Neato!

- Did a horrible mistake of splurging 40 big bucks at Samuel and Kevin's today... Crap! This feels much worse than the cat crap I stepped on the other day...

Rewind back to the day before : Had a fun day outside with Rion and his friend, Cheng.. (Did I get that right?) Although the entire outing consisted mainly of rotting at Liang's Court coffee bean, it was rather nice to just sit down and do nothing for once... =)

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Samsui Ginger Chicken, Republic Poly, and two perverts...

Today was pretty productive. I completed most of the outstanding tasks left from previous weeks, and I also managed to meet up with Rion after camp for dinner...

I was pretty amazed at his ability to eat during dinner at Soup Restaurant... It was pretty hard looking at him trying to force down food.. He looked tortured.. But the Samsui Ginger Chicken was fantastic anyway. The ginger dip was topnotch! Can't wait to go back again when my wallet is fattened... Thanks for the dinner man, I still have no idea why that waitress giggled like a monkey when she layed eyes on you... =/

I had my first visit to the new Republic Poly afterwards. The place was pretty eerie as it was so vacant and devoid of life... The 7-11 there does not sell booze nor condoms! So much for promoting safe sex... Being the perverts that we are, we surfed porn on one of their internet booths.. Damn thrilling sia... Bwahaha, hope the cameras did not catch our faces though. =(

Yess!! I can still make it in time for the Great SG Sale with my pay this month! Happiness Plate!!

... So lethargic... Had roti prata and sushi just awhile ago, still suffering from bloat, indigestion, wind, excessive stomach acid, burping, and heaving from difficulty breathing... Where is yogurt when I need some??

Still thinking about that slippers (read previous post)... Wonder if its been gotten already... Or is it still there waiting loyally for me?

Slippers... Slippers... Where art thou?

Great, because of my inability to make decisions, I missed out on an opportunity to grab a great looking pair of slippers whilst in town this afternoon. I was drawn to its leather-like texture, as well as the fab overall light brown color. Sheesh, now I will have search all over again for something else that will catch my eye...

Note to self : Dun think, just DO!!

My memory have been evading me lately... That crook! So I have made a short shopping list that will surely come in handy when my pay arrives in a week...

1- A New Bag
2- New Slippers
3- New Clothes
4- New Watch
5- New Stationery
6- New Haircut
7- New Look

Hmm, apart from the last one, I guess I can get the rest fairly easily... Not much to think about right, since I might as well say I am revamping my entire wardrobe judging from the number of stuff Im getting...

By the way, if you peeps are interested, I have created a new Livejournal account recently called, The Grouchy Beast. I will not be doing anymore reviews of movies over at Gashapon Machine, as I feel that they deserve their own space.. Don't you? Hehehehhehe.. =P