Waiting.. Wishing...

Tuesday seems like an eternity away. I have to admit, I am worried about these four days apart. But there is nothing I can do except wait. I just wanna sleep the next two days away... Sigh.

Feeling all whoozy inside right now..

Sigh.. Tuesday went by a little too quickly lor.. Right now Im gazing at the torn up wrapping paper and my Donnie Darko present that I received from you earlier... Wish you were here to watch it with me and spend the night.

Here's hoping everything will blow over soon, coz I dun want to be single but unavailable for too long, no matter how cute it sounds. Hahaha... =)

This feeling is so....

I would like to think of it as karma, for the immense shit I am feeling inside right now. For once I would like to think that this feeling is worth it, I am really gunning for the best to come out of this situation that I have placed myself in. But in reality, I doubt things will go my way...

So far, I have not really cried out as yet, guess i must still be holding on to some hope bah. Hahaha, I sound so weak lor and I hate it.

But I have to say that, the past two weeks spent with you made all this pain right now seemed really worth it. I shall be strong, or try to be, for you at this difficult period bah.

I woke up this morning feeling like the following:

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Here's hoping that breakfast will make me feel like this instead:

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Should I even pretend that I am surprised about the way I feel now?

Ignore the bad quality. This is the closest song that I have heard today that translates my feelings to words... Hmm...

Hmm...

Woke up this morning with plenty of doubts in my mind... How did things turn out the way they are now, when only a matter of weeks have passed by? I am really plagued by loads of "what if's" at this point in time. To be honest, I am scared and I feel as guilty as hell.

It's 3 in the morning again...

And I'm feeling scared, confused, worried, excited, and whoozy inside... I'm not sure why, but I find myself more than willing to take this huge risk with you, knowing that there is a huge possibility of getting burnt in the process...

But what the heck, I have decided and am going to risk it all.
For you.
Just try not to hurt me too much in the process alright? Hahaha...

Hmm.... =)

As it is already 3 in the morning, my brain is not functioning well enough to produce anything that is essay worthy.. Just wanna post a few pictures for the time being..

Went to a couple of places recently, and had a lot of fun. Actually, I have not enjoyed myself like this since a long time...

Visited the Science Centre for the first time in "dunno how many" years, and found this really suggestive-looking display which had a man tied up inside a jar which was emitting electricity. Erm... Not very subtle, isn't it?


Then I finally went on my first ride on the Singapore Flyer, and bloody hell, I was teased to no end for not tried both the flyer AND the Omnitheatre before. Nonetheless, having the entire cabin on the flyer to ourselves really made the ride both intimate and unforgettable. Too bad all we got to see are singapore skylines and the Marina Bay Sands under construction.




Lastly, this must be the cutest plate of fried rice I have ever seen anyone eaten before... Separating the prawns from the rice, and then arranging them around the plate is ingenious, and it cracked me up to no end. Hehehehe...


Sigh... The day just passed by too quickly, didn't it? =<

Oh well...

Sigh, I'm back to being a non-dating single individual again... I'm really sorry that I had to make the decision, but I just don't want to waste your time nor drag it on any longer... Hope you would understand if you are reading this..

Today is a sad day indeed. One that is full of revelations for me...

May is the month of decisions...

Decisions at work. Decisions in life. Decisions in matters of the heart. Decisions are bountiful for me this month. The only problem is, I do not have all the answers... Someone told me to stop thinking for others, and how they would be affected by the outcomes. Perhaps, that is really what is holding me back all this while...

On the flip side, work has been fun so far, love my friends, just not the working hours. Hahaha.. Pay day is around the corner too, but I have plenty of debts to settle before I can really enjoy my munny. Sigh.

Wee!! This has got to be the most interesting dictionary ever!

Woohoo! Recieved a gift today for no reason, but pressies are always nice to have eh? Even though i found out that the wrapping wasn't personally done, it was still nice to look at.



Hahaha, I burst into hysterical laughter upon realizing what the gift was. I remember telling you that I found this book really funny a couple of weeks back, and here I am, seated at home with a copy of the Singlish Dictionary on my table. Hahahaha...

I know you are reading this, so just wanna thank you for the gift, and I also wanna congratulate you for having such a great memory. Hehehe... =>