Gloomy and defeated.

No matter how painful how it is, the words have been spoken and thus a decision has been made.

Numb is still the best word I can think of to describe what I'm feeling right now.

Im really sorry it has to come to this, and please don't hate me.

All I want to do right now is just to sleep and drown in the sea of emptiness, without a care in the world.

I'm really, really disappointed by love. Im so scared of falling into this trap again.

So afraid of falling in love... Totally hate it.

I just want to cry myself to sleep.

Flavours of the moment.

It's almost time.

Numb.

Just when I thought my days could not get any worse, I had to flunk my Module 5 examination yesterday AND have my wallet ALMOST misplaced and lost on the SAME day. I am SO numb right now, that I doubt anything can shock me anymore.

My only redemption from it all was the "Incredible Hulk" movie, which was surprisingly, REALLY good. Though it's not the best incarnation of a superhero movie (Spiderman will always have that special place), I was really entertained by it. Here's hoping that The Dark Knight and Hellboy 2 will not disappoint.

Sigh.

Maybe Theresa is right.

I am Jiawei, the confused.

Then again...

Maybe Not.

Whole once again...

The drought has ended. Never felt more relieved... With you back by my side, I feel whole once again. This time, the patch up finally felt right...

Trapped.

Nothing can be worse then the inability to fully express my feelings at this very moment. What am I to do?

Super Gay!

Some random clips.

Things that brightened up the day.

Now that my exams are in sight, I had no choice but to coop myself up in my stuffy room all day today. I really hope to pass my Module 5, 9 and HI exams, because they sure as hell arent cheap! Haha, for those who recognize the terms I used for the exams, you will have found out my profession already.

I just... Dun wanna talk about it.

Anyhow, in between the study breaks that I awarded myself with, I surfed D-Listed.com and came upon the following:



Haha.. I know it's a sin in itself to laugh at her.. But her "CUM CUM, CUM AND HAVE SOME!" and her "JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP" statements really amde me guffaw in hysteria...

Oh, the following picture you are about to see is REALLY gross. So.. Are you ready?
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Why the hell he kept on running is way beyond me.

Credits to WWW.DLISTED.COM for all the material!

Oh well... Time to JUMP JUMP JUMP JUMP back into my books.